No shame in that. Even if you have to get back on the train later or after christmas the point is you'll go back. I'm not sure if you're into forums but I frequent this one here a lot.http://community.babycenter.com/groups/a35315/weight_watchersI'm sure there's a babycenter.co.uk site too and I'm not sure what its size is like. The .com one is more active by FAR than the .ca one so I come here a lot. It helps keep me motivated.