Hmmm... A difficult one.
I have a few.
I suppose my main one would be shutting myself away from the world.
I feel so uncomfortable in new and/or social situations, and since November, I hate going places on my own - especially on my own with my son.
When I was mugged, I wasn't touched. I wasn't harmed in any way. And I didn't even lose anything of value (they got my headphones, but were after my phone. Typical, paranoid me had - 30 seconds earlier - tucked it into my waistband for the fear that this young boy was eyeing it up. Funny that...)
But the worst feeling in the world, was what COULD have happened to my Son. And I don't EVER want to feel like that again.
I hate the thought that I might pass these ridiculous paranoias onto him.
And it's GOT TO change.
Its completly understandabl eto fee like that after that has happended was so lucky you put it in your waistband!!! your being ultra brave coming on saturday!!! :-)
ReplyDeleteone step at a time :-) x